Uneasy feeling

This few days i feel so empty. My body feels heavy and my feet feel light...

okaaaay

Emo stuff aside~
Finally over with the dreadful exams, and semester 2 has just begun. One of the new lecturers is quite an interesting guy in a funny way. And he makes sudden gestures or comments that make u laugh. Well, another new lecturer makes me laugh just by looking at him instead. Thanks to my friend for making me notice his odd gestures as he lectures.

Back to emo stuff~~

Don't you just hate it when someone just puts words into your mouth and always brings you down? Worst, someone interprets everything you say and changes it to a negative meaning.
I just envy carefree people. Irritating things like these have little effect on them.
Well, like they say IGNORANCE IS BLISS.

Lesser days left

ok left about half a month plus before i go back to uni. Somehow when there is lesser time there are more things to do!? Like suddenly there is more enthusiasm to do stuff that i said i would do when holidays would come when i was still studying. what the...

Things that i planned to do during the holidays that were not done:

1. Have not finished playing the games i wanted to finish. Its Yakuza 2, FFVIII(feel like playing all over again), FFVII Crisis Core, Ar tonelico, Super Robot Wars Alpha 3, bla bla the list goes on.
2. Arrange files in the laptop.( now getting more and more messy)
3. Arrange my Uni files
4. Finish my Gunpla. Like I'm halfway with F91 MG. Those not even assembled yet are wing zero 1/60 scale, Strike Freedom MG, Nataku HG, Deathsythe Hell HG, SD Exia, and Wing Zero Custom PG.
5. Learn Yiruma-River Flows in You piano. (I'm so sorry Ben!)

So like now i decided to at least finish my F91 gunpla. lol. Maybe i should start now. haha. and Learn River Flows in You. *Grins*

お久しぶりです

おひさしぶり。　日本語で書くことがあまりしてないね。。。すみません。（笑）　今なんか、面白いことはないので　むだなことがいってたら　赦してください。（笑）
昨日、日本人は僕の高校へ行ったことが母から聞いた。凄いよね。　僕の高校だよ。　あの古い高校。　びっくりしました、本当に。　可愛い女の子をあいたい。。。ほほほ。なんか、　むだなこともあまり出ないので、　あしたもバスケットボールから　今回はここまでです。またね。（笑）

Myself = ="

Some quiz that's quite ok i guess? got it from friend who got it from a friend.lol.
Here's the the link: Get to know yourself better

And what i got:

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Because I'm a girl-Kiss

I was just surfing around when i saw this mv. Its an old korean song. Boy~~i miss this song. The music video was quite sad and touching in a way. So here it is. It's quite long, around 8 minutes but its because there's a short story.



By the way, the words in the song is supposedly her feelings after she broke up with her Boyfriend, before The last scene. ^_^

I Can't Sleep

片思いの小さな恋(a tiny crush)



Meaning of song:

I like you too much to sleep, this tiny romance won't come true
It's you, it is you
I snuggled under the covers of my bed
Your bright shining face doesn't reach me
I have to forget, I can't forget, overflowing in my heart
Please tell me if there is an end to this crush
I want you to notice this crush i have on you
It's a romance that we can't come back to
If I admit my feelings, I may not get to see your smiling face again
So I don't mind just gazing upon you from here
If there is no end to this crush, that's fine too
I want to protect this crush i have on you but i still can't do a thing
Please tell me if there is an end to this crush
I want you to notice this crush i have on you
It's a romance that we can't come back to


I can't sleep~~~~~~~~~~~

CS:Source